It’s kind of thrilling that lately I’ve been craving God’s Word. I’m not saying I understand all of it, or even that I’m reading it systematically. I kind of read the verses in the devotional I’m using and then jump around from there. I feel like a new Christian, so full of zeal and excitement. This is so cool. It’s really a huge renewal of my heart for God.
Life is tough. These transitions are really hard. There is so much going on in my life where I am asking God WHY!!! But in the midst of all this craziness and turmoil, God is good even when I don’t understand why my life is changing so much.
I like to know what’s going on, to know the direction I’m going is both good and practical. And right now I just know because it is happening…I really don’t know anything else. I haven’t even found a place to stay in Taiwan yet!
I never thought I’d experience trusting God in such a real way. It’s so much harder than making decisions myself, and I want to do it myself so badly. But I can now trust God’s way is higher and better than my way, so I’m going to struggle through this.
